Classmates tau nun s College, but we don’t even notice each other . ur from the “tropang maangas” and I’m from the “jologs” that’s what u always says.Back then you were so busy with so many things or should I say so many gUrLs????.. While I’m busy with my own thing.. ni ayokong makasalubong man lang ang isa sa mga tropa mong lalaki. But after our graduation, one of my friend asks me to go with her in a jobfair..ok fine go naman ako.. then one of your friend asks you to go with him in a jobfair.. not knowing that my friend and your friend are casual friends…. So there it started… We became friends… well at least that’s for me… you were a friend to me. wento ka about sa mga kalokohan mo.. all the escapades you had.. gimik, things w/ ur tropa, gurls.. and ok naman kc ganun din ako… wento ko sau lahat even my crushes and other guys…
And then you were heart broken… I was w/ you those times… we were really close…imagine? Sa lahat ng kaibigan kong guys ikaw lang ang naging ganun ka-close saken. Some other are just friend because they are a friend of a friend, some are just friend thru text. I was starting to build TRUST to the opposite sex… but it was nothing to me, plain friends and that’s all. Until one day you invited me to go to StarCity… that time, pinipilit ko ang tropa at officemates ko na pumunta dun but no one’s willing to go with me… so there…
Oct.29, we went to StarCity… I was working in Parañaque and napag-usapan naten na after my ofc, we’ll meet at lrt baclaran…. Pero out nako nasan ka? Sa Navotas? Naman! Nde ko alam kung panu ang ginawa mu at nauna ka pa rin saken sa meeting place…. And that impresses me… We had a lot of wento to share w/ each other…. I had a lot of fun… (pero napancin ko my “tsansing” factor yung mga hawak mu saken eh?…) And then you ask me if we can ride the balloonwheel, I said “sure”… Nung nandun na tau sa taas… You were so nervous that you were not aware of my jokes…. tapos bigla ka sumeryoso… saying “nde ko alam kung panu ko sasabihin sau…..pero gusto na kita…” sa sobrang kagagahan ko naman nde ko na-appreciate ang effort mo… imagine.. we were hangin in the air, kita naten ang buong place with its lights that makes it so scenic and so romantic… I remember I said “naku, wag moko hanapan ng reaxion dahil wala ako nun..”
and then after that night, you were so persistent… graveyard shift ako pero gumigcng ka ng 12midnyt and 3am just to talk to me on d fone…kinasabwat mo pa ang mga ofcmates ko, pati na friend ko and the gf of ur bestfriend…. Lahat cla ikaw ang bukambibig… they will call me para I-build up ka… and then one nyt..umiinom ka nun, medyo may tama ka na pero magka-txt tau then na-wrongsend ka saken… dapat para s tropa mo un, the msg says like “tol lakas talaga ng tama ko kay eula parang yung tama ko kay..tooooooooot..” I was so mad, then I realized, kung iba ang nawrongsend saken ng ganun, I wouldn’t mind. Pero bakit naaapektuhan ako? And then I realized I was falling in love with you….
Then I decided na sasagutin kita on Nov.11 because I want the no 11 kc yun ang birthnumber koh. Pero papasok nako sa work ko nde k p rin dumadating… kaya wala ako sa mood nung buong shift ko.. but then nagkita tau after a week… birthday ng common friend naten and we saw each other… nung pauwi na bigla moko kinorner…. wen I said yes, automatic naman ang kamay mo nakahawak agad sa kamay ko… but that moment was the happiest moment of my life… I am with the one that I truly love… And I know that you truly love me….
And now, its been a year.. pero parang kahapon lang nangyari lahat… everytime na maiisip ko ang lahat, kinikilig pa rin ako… we had some fights and arguments but you didn’t let me go.. you are always with me.. those times na nagse-self pity ako..those times na may mga problem ako w/ my family.. those times na nawawalan ako ng tiwala sa sarili ko.. thank you for that hALk0… I really appreciate that… I’m glad that you are with me..always… kaya kung cnasabi mo na nde ako swerte sau… well think again… you know that its not true.. everytime that I am with you, I am real and w/o pretentions.. ikaw lang ang nakakaalam ng lahat ng nararamdaman ko, u know f im scared, mad,nervous, and u even know my wildest dreams…. Alam ko gasgas na tong sasabihin ko but its true and I mean it… hALk0, YOU COMPLETE ME and THANKYOU FOR BRINGING OUT THE BEST IN ME….happy 1st year anniversary. Iloveyousomuch… mahal na mahal kita at nde magbabago un….. please always take care of urself for me and for our dreams together…. Again, iloveyou mwaAh, mwaAh, mwaAh……
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